It has been a while since my last update. Oh gosh i miss blogging. Oh i'm blogging thru phone btw. Screen lappy aku retak. Ni mesti kena penangan adik aku. Dia tu bukan apa suka sangat TERpijak lappy aku tu.
So tonight i feel like posting something tht not so serious. Acah je. Aku mana pernah post benda serious sebelum ni pun.
So tonight i feel like dedicating an entry for this one person.
I know you're having hard time there. "Maybe"
I know you're lonely there. "Maybe"
I know you're damn homesick. *im pretty sure*
Yes i know being apart from family is always the hardest. 5 years in boarding school change nothing. Im still homesick. Like damn homesick kot.
Form 1 dulu kalau tak cakap dengan ibu sehari tak sah. It's like pagi petang siang malam beratur kat italk tunggu turn nak call parents. Tak cukup dgn tu, aku siap letak gambar ibu n ayah kat bawah bantal. Dah la tiap tiap minggu balik/outing. Homesick aku tahap kucing tercekik tulang kot.
So what i do to overcome this homesickness. Hahaha ayat dia pak hang. Aku busy kan diri aku dgn busybody hal2 orang. lewls. Takdalah. Aku sibukkan diri aku. Maksud aku disini adalah sibuk kuasa dua. Lepas tu aku letak harapan ibu n ayah aku at the top. That means i always prioritize their happiness. "Kali ni kena 4 flat, nak bg mak pak bangga. Paih tu boleh mintak pistol ayaq kat pak" contoh.
Sebenarnya homesick ni bukannya rindu sangat dengan rumah. Actually tht feeling comes when you're feeling lonely.
So here all you need is something tht could overcome your loneliness. Commonly all we need is friend. Yes, friends. I know you're kinda friendly kan. Lagipun kau ada aura yg hmm aura yg baik "maybe". Mesti ramai nak kawan dgn kau.
And focus on what you do!
Allah ada.
And you know i always hv your back kan.
Stay safe there!
